Friday, 29 October 2010

It can't be true, there must be  some mistake.
That's it of course. They happen all the time.
It's understandable someone should make
an error. Or perhaps it's just a game
you're playing with me. Soon I'm sure to wake
up. This will all turn out to be a dream
and you'll be back with me just like before.
I really will be glad to have you home
again. I realise now I've loved you more
and more as all the years passed by. I blame
myself I never said it. Still, I'm sure
you understand. Oh, sod it, all the same
this is unreal. Of course I know what real
life is. We lived it forty years a team
of two. Nothing has changed. I still can feel
you here around me. Christ, I want to scream
out loud. You can't be gone. I know that we'll
still be together. Now it's time you came
back home. This is impossible. You know
I need you. What shall I do? I'm not ashamed
to say I'll just be lost without you. So
that's settled then, our old life all reclaimed.
Or something like it. Please, oh please don't go.
I need you so.

"Mr. Carter? This is the hospice.
I'm sorry to tell you that your wife died
quickly at ten to six this morning."

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